Unconsciously Searching For Power and Love
As a young man all I ever wanted was more power over myself and my life and more love from those I wanted love from. At 19 I had a few friends sit me down and explain to me why I needed to be more mindful of other people’s feelings. To be honest, up to that moment, considering other people’s feelings is something I had no concept of, I realised I had never done it before. I was so consumed and confronted by my own emotions and feelings, that “What? I have to consider other people’s as well?” Too much! But something switched on in that moment like an unconscious decision. “Maybe this is how you will get love” is what the internal voice seductively told me. And so, I started my journey of being more thoughtful, more considerate of what other people felt but I was feeling less and less powerful in who I related to myself as. I really started to hate myself and my shortcomings. So, I went back to being self-centred, which gave me some power back but left me feeling lonely and without love. I started to realise I had no idea what I was doing and how to really feel genuinely powerful in my life. What was I missing which others seemed to have? I knew I had intermittent power depending on the day and I had to admit to myself that I was poor at receiving love. It wasn’t till I was 28 that I realised what it was. My Awakening to Power and Love It's 1993, I am sitting staring at a wall, it's 6am, I'm in my London flat and I am asking myself “what is wrong with me?” over and over. I had been staring at the wall for hours. What I was really asking was; Why can’t I get it together? Why can’t I receive love? Why can’t I be successful? Why am I failing? Why do I feel like a fool? I was asking these questions with great intensity and earnestness. A bird sang for the morning chorus, and in that moment, there was no bird, there was no me, there was just singing permeating through my being, and my identity (who I think I am) dissolved into emptiness. For a brief moment in time ‘I’ ceased to exist. It was like restarting the computer. I am here, I am gone, I am back again. I have no idea how long I was gone for, but it changed the context of everything for me. I felt reset. My identity, my relationship to my Self, my reality, disappeared and I woke up to the truth of the ages. I woke up to Power and Love and I cried like a baby being born again. I had thousands of realisations over the coming weeks, as I began to see everything differently, it was like waking up from the Matrix. What I realised is that everybody wants to experience more power and more love in their lives, but few people know how to accomplish that. Instead, we chase the illusion of false power and sentimental, romantic, Hollywood idealist love. Guiding Others To Create A New Relationship To Power and Love You don’t have to meditate for years, you don’t have to learn the thousand realisations I received. It simply requires a reset of your relationship to your Self, to Power and Love and that can happen fast! It’s like turning around 180 degrees and facing in the opposite direction and that’s what we intend with our 1-day immersive Power and Love workshop. That's our bold promise with all our work. We turn you around! It’s an opportunity to redefine your Self in an empowering and exciting way, a line in the sand experience and we are offering this to our community. Click link for details. www.beingtheone.com.au/power-and-love-workshop.html Here's some key realisations that I got from my experience:
In our Workshop Power and Love, we have a transformative process to take you out of this loop of disempowerment or trying to get ahead, to a space of clarity, trust, and high effectiveness in making a positive difference in your world. This process “changed my life” as one participant expressed. There are many processes throughout the day which have the potential to change the course of your life. If you are a seeker of truth, who would love to be more highly effective at making a positive difference in the world, then you will love this workshop. Click below to book your place. Places are limited. www.ianandtia.as.me/events We’d love you to join us if this feels right for you!
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